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Today I am sick. Blah super sick. Today I am not a good mom and to be honest I am only doing the bare minimum. My kids are kind of dressed, they are fed (not the best meal, but fed none the less) and the are alive. Which are the main requirements of my job today. So my peak and Pit go together. My pit if obviously being sick and still having to take care of my kids. I love them so very much, but today I really wish someone else could have watched them. My Peak was how good all my kids were for me. However Eli in particular was amazing. He was so kind to me and he would help with Lilly. If she was fussing on the floor he would pick her up and bring her to me so I wouldn't have to get up. Oh how I love that sweet boy, my sweet little helper.

Even though today I wasn't that great of a mother there were still little moment through out my day where I got one on one time with my kids. I never want to forget the memories and fun I had with each kid Lilly sat on my lap for about an hour while I talked to her, tickled her. She smiled and talked back. Liam laid in bed with me. We would talk but I mainly tickled him and teased him. We ended our play session with a little nap side by side. I could tell he was really content. There was a point where Liam and Lilly were both asleep. I read Eli a book and he asked me about of random questions. It was simple but sweet. Never forget sweet one on ones.

I also don't want to forgot that I like my cooking the best. I ordered Chinese food from a highly recommended place.I thought it was gross and had made the same dishes better.In the future even if i am feeling horrible I just need to get up and make my own egg drop soup.