Trying to be happy when you want to be sad.

 I thought today was going to be a failure. I totally wanted to catch up on our finances. I hadn't reconciled our account since January and I was feeling a lot of stress about it. Lilly wouldn't nap and my morning was crazy. However somehow I don't know how but somehow I did it. I reconciled all the way to JULY! I was so proud and so happy. It was my peak finally getting the stress done and taken care of. Then to top it of and to kind of celebrate I took the kids to Oregano's. They were so cute and funny there. I thought today was going to be a horrible day and it ended up being amazing!

We have been waiting a month for my dad to go to Tucson and find out if he can receive or last hope for treatment or cure for his cancer. Actually anything maybe even buy us just a little bit more time with him. What we got was the opposite. We were told just how bad it was ( basically each Dr says it's just getting wore and worse) and then we were told it was time for manage care. I didn't got to Tucson with my family so I got calls from my mom and my sister who just sounded so broken and sad. My pit today was all of this. Today was heart breaking. Absolutely heart breaking.

I Never forget Lilly huge belly laugh. Most baby's just laugh and laugh. Not Lilly! She is a very happy baby but she doesn't really ever laugh. She does the funny little grunt but never a deep real laugh. Well tonight while we were swimming Lilly did it. She did this cute girly belly laugh it was really and I just loved it. 

Mommy had a craving so according to Eli we went to Puzookie land. Ps Lilly's is crying because I walked away and she wanted more. She totally freaked out.

I looked over just in time to catch Liam doing this!

Someone's stitches are all healed so we can finally swim again!

Lilly loved it and pretty much belly laughed for an hour. Marley even got into it too! We are so happy to be swimming again.