The beginging of my day was wonderful. I just loved it. I got a lot done I went to one of my favorite place. I was feeling pretty good about myself. I had just one more thing I had to get done on my list before boot camp tonight. I needed to hit up the store and get some very much needed groceries. I hate taking all my kids when I have an infant. The infant carrier takes up the whole cart and I just a little much. I try to get it done when Jacob's home but I just couldn't wait so I took all 3 kids. While I was shopping my boys got into a little fight. They NEVER fight so I nipped it in the bud fast. Right after that was done Lilly freaked and started crying more like screaming at me. I got her out of her seat and looked up at this man. I gave him a sheepish smile and he shot back a dirty look. At this point I had to push the cart with the toy car while holding Lilly. I looked tired and probably really stressed. I know it wasn't in my head but I swear like half the store was giving me dirty looks. My Pit was this shopping experience. I felt totally defeated as a woman, as a wife and as a mother. I was pretty down the rest of the day.
I Never want to forget how sweet the boys are.On the way out the door to the store I told Eli and Liam to get their shoes and get in the car. I loaded up the kids and it was when I got to the store I realized Liam didn't have shoes on. I kind of scolded him for not listening and said, " Liam you can not get out of the cart because you don't have shoes." Eli picked up that this kind of hurt Liam's feelings and he said, "it's okay Liam. I have my shoes on but I won't get out of the cart either." Both of them were angels and never got out of the cart.
Poor Lilly thinks it is normal to wake up and be smothered this much. PS Lilly has recently got some cheeks. Her legs are still skinny but she's starting to chunk up.
I love the library and books and I'm pretty sure I've taught my boys to love them too.
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